THE PAPERS July 1995 A4 hand 15 'n gedig oor 'n blaartjie, a 3-d model of reality (with listings), a mathematical joke, 'n woord-skets van verlorenheid, a scribbled figure, pogings om "The Papers" te definieer, on the nature of music a scribbled figure and a cry against alienation
THE PAPERS August 1995 A4 hand 23 woordloed, vertwyfeling, tree and landscape, human faces, the expression of insecurity, dualism and depression, a music score, lewe in Johannesburg, another go at the 3-d model of reality, wildness and sex, privacy, sex education, sketches and more
THE PAPERS September 1995 A4 hand 23 a story about jan and the lion and baboon, the garage as metaphor for humanity, reconciling object with subject, some drawings, oor blikslaters, how creation disturbs the Nothing, the ugliness of being precious, desperate to express, die brommer
THE PAPERS October 1995 A4 hand 27 the point of surrendering to the inexplicable, the never never sea waves (inexplicable), staggering how abusive a typical household can be, what to say when there is nothing to say, on writer's block and the necessity of the subconscious, the way a god should lead one to nothingness, of sex without shame, drawings and text-drawings
THE PAPERS February 1996 A4 hand 17 of existential angst, body parts, life of the performer, a world of suffering, loose thoughts, the body as instrument, to be stuck somewhere in the middle when it comes to the fate of humanity, motivation and three-dimensional thought
THE PAPERS March 1996 A4 hand 18 on the nature of belief and understanding, gevoelens van verwees en verval, 'n onsinlike skets, a feathered bird, of discernable beauty in old age, botanical sketch, language as musicality, intercourse as death-invoking, summer time in the Cape, failing faces and more
THE PAPERS April 1996 A4 hand 18 die kompleksiteite van 'n verhouding, a rant against the curious habit of celebrating birthdays, loose lines in different languages, man-brain trapped in global cloud, a rhyme on time, life as jester, a wiry self-portrait, to dissolve into one's unbiased body, disillusionment and madness, the escaping from the i and other strange drawings
THE PAPERS June 1996 A4 hand 19 the uninspired expression (Socrates as the coffee table), heaven as total hell, asking - what is it to be human? applications for the three-dimensional conceptual framework, then the story of Thumb, the hitch-hiker's spiritual moment, organic drawings, the deep tire after struggle, why should i be a master when i can be me? mindless sex and food, starches and civilization, die orde-konings van Afrika
THE PAPERS July 1996 A4 hand 34 reflections on James Joyce's "A portrait of the artist as a young man", notes from newsreels, a brief critique of miracles (both faith-based and scientific), train wheels, of birth and death, what is it to be human?, what is sex?, infinity!, is it only me and you?, wederopverkrampteliefdesmaand, for seven thousand years.., come, boykey, come!, int int int.., thoughts on "Citizen X", gesteelde kar-storie, Johburg scenes and reflections, the German man who gave me a lift, Keimoes encounter, irrational numbers, Xeno's paradox, climbing a mountain, tell us a story!, woman driving,
THE PAPERS August 1996 A4 hand 21 about mountains, Bob Dole and Mars as i hitch-hike; realistic lines; on crime and creativity, the West hitting Africa; an exposition of the Three Dimensional Analysis of Reality; heaven and fear; the jesus-fix; hitch-hiking anecdotes
THE PAPERS September 1996 A4 hand 17 fantasy worlds, mermaid, strange brain and harlequin, strange fish and let me breathe, time and place the only eternity, hear the drums, moerkwaad en naaiery, cars, Monday and God thinks it's funny
THE PAPERS October 1996 A4 hand 21 of thorns and droppings, pienk geskaamtes, a word play on p and who said sense was born overnight? a warped mind going mind, but we honestly did not know! of dying the wrong death and it's best not to be. more drawings and lists of words, this everlasting unhappiness en.. ons is toe nie almal grens toe nie, Ma!
THE PAPERS December 1996 A4 hand 20 a poem about a shooting culture, or just a shooting poem? and then mostly drawings - phantasmagorical structures, a sort of heart, a bird, plant, a ballerina and another, a short essay on God and the Sun, the pain of being true to self and then in praise of confusion!
THE PAPERS January 1997 A4 hand 21 the deadness of the father-son blood sacrifice, the silent world of the hitch-hiker, the difficulty of difficulties, the un-under-unfounded-unning-unness, hitch-hiking blues and wonders, the supply chain of writing, die kat skop die bal en, various fantastical drawings
THE PAPERS March 1997 A4 hand 22 form and line compilations, three-dee constructions, a deep down dive into there the darkish core, lostness poem, holiday train, ich liebe nicht, dead cat flies, word bumbles, spare me the pain, dear uncle world, and some birds
THE PAPERS May 1997 A4 hand 17 the drawings becoming more three-dimensional with stronger hints of character and animals figures and the writings reflecting those last-ditch efforts to find I fixed idea, or a fixed lover that can be made to stay and not escape away, yet more and more, failing into the flow